I am not a cop nor can be one...I realized my cowardness...atleast if it was for a moment or two...being afraid to me is as good as giving up.
I realized and very much justified - I am better to be an engineer and that too only that one brand that sits before a computer and does some meaningful to me and meaningless to everyone kinda work. Like 1, 554,295 other people that do the same...dont worry...you will not find that number anywhere...I made that up!...
Huuh?...all this realization is to do with a shooting range visit to handle some real guns and ammunitions. Atleast I did shoot some rounds and learnt to handle the gun while handling the movers n shakers in my head. My other buddy was acting as a traffic constable directing people to pick up the right gun than himself handling one...well, only until I noticed and persuaded him. I felt so satisfied that I have some company around...quite sadistic..haan?!:D
It feels so much better that u are not the only one in soup!...Isnt it? yeah, that proves that I am a fellow, completely normal,
down to earth human being...though most of the time, I don’t relate myself to many and try to live a couple of feet above the sea-level!:)
Anyways I shot the bullet and the gun(9mm, 357 magnum(sholey type…kitney admi tey!), 40mm and 45mm Semi-auto) and I can handle them...So winner winner chicken parmasian dinner!!!